My First Night Without You

I guess this is what I wanted.
Or you would say so.

But you know, I didn't want my life to be this way.
It hurts so much.
Not having you in my life.
And you gotta know that.
That I don't want my life this way.

It feels like my first night without you tonight.
Without feeling you near me.
Right next to me.
And it hurts so much.
And I don't like this.

I want you back in my life.
Right back in my bed, right here next to me.
I want you to feel my heart beating.
Want you to touch me all over again.
Throughout the night.

You're thousands of miles away.
And you're missing everything that's happening in my life.
That all the things that I wanna share with you.

Can you hear my voice calling your name?